your-squad-goal:

please no more temporary people in 2019

(via loganisqueer)

there’s maybe 5 ppl that read these tops so here we go

i’m pretty high in my car listening to the lexapro playlist rn

i’m really trying to quit smoking weed. it’s weird that it’s at the point where in a session i’ll be like “i need to get higher or else i’ll get anxious and can’t function normally”. that’s so lame. i felt like shit all day cuz i got so fucked up last night off a bunch of shit. i’ve been having like 24 hour streaks of sobriety but i lack the self control to not smoke. i’ll beat it tho. it’s not the worst thing in the world.

things w nina fizzled and it seems like we’re just friends now. we’ve still been talking everyday but on no romantic or sexual shit. on the night i went to visit her my dumbass didn’t make a move. we should’ve went back into her basement and did whatever. she’s so cool and i like her a lot but i understand that from the start she was clear about what she wanted. i fucked up and i wish i had another chance but ion think it’ll happen. idk. it’d be tight.

damn i really got no money. idk how i’m paying my bills next month. i’ve been tryna sell shit on depop and grailed but all these kids are lowballing me. i wish niggas w jobs and their lives straight wanted to buy the shit i got lmfao. i should’ve been applying for jobs around school but i loafed.

i’m too high to talk about obm rn but that’s what i wanted to talk about. we got shit locked and loaded and that’s exciting.

so yeah that’s your late 2018 update

patience

practice makes perfect

ight so

i matched w this one girl on tinder and it’s been cool so far. we’ve been talking like everyday for almost 2 weeks. she’s cute as shit and she’s cool and we have a lot of similar interests and she’s very open and easy to talk to ahhhahsdofia

i think the best part about her being so open is that she asked me what i was on tinder for and i was like “idk tbh fr whatever happens happens” and she said she’s there for “male attention” lmao i wholeheartedly enjoy how upfront she was with that!! idk like rn something casual is cool but if something serious happened then i’d be open to that too

she’s an e-girl lmfaoooo but she’s not lame with it lol. we were talking about sumn one day and i brought up how i felt about twitter and i asked if it’d be a huge deal if twitter was gone and she was like yeah cuz most of her friends are online ppl. but yeah we followed each other and her shit is popping, like she got a bunch of followers and they all interact and shit so that’s cool

i’m too in my head about this shit so i honestly can’t gauge how much she is or isn’t into me lmao but regardless she’s cool and i enjoy her a lot so YEAH maybe we’ll get to hang out one of these days idk i’m just not tryna get over-invested like i tend to and end up super fucking sad over something that isn’t a huge deal but we’ll see

“numbness is a wonderful feeling”

i’m boring and i’m numb but sometimes i feel too much

i haven’t cared about anything new lately and i’m stuck on the past but i wanna erase it

i don’t know man

brockhampton is back

iridesence blows the saturation trilogy out of the water

this is like their yeezus except they were always capable of doing something like this

fuck all the boyband stanning shit my niggas are back like it’s 2015

Anonymous asked: Random confession time - we went to school together and I honestly thought you were such a cool cat. You inspired me to become a better musician. I wish we were closer as friends but I was afraid you wouldn’t like me so I just remained a fan. I know right. Creepy. I just didn’t know how else to tell you without being weird about it. I read some of your post. You shouldn’t be depressed because you’re more unique than you think. If anyone’s going to do great in life, I know it will be you.

i wish i knew who this was. if by any chance you have my phone number or you know my social media accounts, please reach out. idk how close we were but i promise it won’t be weird. i hope you’re doing well, whoever you are. thank you a lot for this message, though. today was the first day of the semester and for some reason i’m feeling kinda down.

i’m wholeheartedly glad that i had some sort of impact on your life, or at least enough for you to reach out and send this after presumably a few years. and sorry for the late response, i don’t check this that often haha.

:)